Be Prepared
"Can I help u in another way?"
"why?"
"because(…)"
"then you can(…)"
"huh? (…) is the climax, so i can’t…"
"……"
the conversation end here.
i steped out already, i tried my best, but it stops here, i think i should take on plan B tmr. ya, i must do so. Be more cruel, because this could influence my future, sacrifice to get more. i don’t meant to be cruel like this, but this is the only way i can do.
Now only i realize that i’m really a risk taker, i never thought of this day before. i was realistic before, since when, i don’t know, i became a "realistic risk taker". And i’m now on my way to be a great thinker, and fantast. sounds great~~ this is wat i want too. i just want to broaden up my mind, that’s why i want to be a thinker and fantast. imagination acceleration is a task for me now. i want to be the best in coming three years , since this is the chance i have sacrificed a lot to grab. hold it tight, i always tell myself. i know it’s not a problem for me, since i have the talent. i’m preparing myself to be an outstanding person, coz i don want to be ordinary. human’s life is just a few years, assume that i’ll end up my life at 60, i’m 20 now, what had i done for my past 20 years? nothing! (undeniable, mind development is the only profit i get) See? i had wasted my twenty years in building up my career. i had wasted 1/3 of my life, so i don’t want to waste anymore, that’s why in my coming years, i’ll be aggressive, in order to chase back the years that i had left. i wont miss any chance that is given any more, since i had missed them for times. I’m not regreting, but reminding myself not to do the same again in future. I want to be best of the best after three years from now. So i have to be the best in this three years. I have a clear aim now, compare with the ewa before, for sure i’ll love this ewa more, coz this ewa had became tougher and smarter, both mentally and physically. And I’m ready to go for a tougher and harder life, this isn’t making a rod for my own back, but to gain more experience to walk further.
3 days ago? Well, ahaha.. sorry.. if didn’t you tell me that you blog, I don’t know you blog. Because you told me you won’t blog in friendster…
Anyway.. Good luck to your plan.. Sometimes is very happy to see a friend that have such time of thinking, especially a female.
Again, good luck… *Wink*
~Raymond~
Cclan Raymond said this on October 30, 2007 at 5:58 am
i forgot my blogger’s id n password already, then lazy to sign up a new one ma.. haha.. yea, i told you wont blog in frenster, but mind could b changed from time to time. i think i’ll be blog more once i applied my own internet someday later… ~miss the feeling of bloging a lot~
i read your blog already, but don noe y the comment can not be posted up.. might tell u my opinion on that when we meet. anyway, thanks for reading.
Good luck to you too~~
~ewa~
Ewa said this on October 30, 2007 at 7:45 am