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last day of 2006

     I scolded the 323 bus driver just now. I don’t know why could it happen. Maybe is his attitude, I think. This is the inscident: I tried to press the bell just now, but it didn’t ring. So I went to him and tell him where I want to stop. He shout at me:" why you didn’t press the bell?" At that moment, I became crazy, out of my control, my body was shivering, even  until now. I increased my voice and shout him back:" Is not that I don’t want to press, I pressed it, but it didn’t ring!" I pressed the bell again in front of him, to show that it’s not my fault. But his attitude was like… He keep blaming and shouting at me and drop me very far away from my destination. Luckily it wasn’t many people in the bus… I was on the phone with my mom that time. She heard everything. I think she was shock. Sorry for that, mom!

      I don’t know why was it happen. never like this before. (nope! This situation happened once, if not mistaken was somewhere around Jun this year.) Don’t know why, I feel headache suddenly, the body was shivering, breathless, like I’m going to die soon. My soul is getting out of my body… I don’t what should I do after this.  My mind is mess, like rubbish.

     How can I clear all those rubbish? My processor was infected by virus, and too much unwanted files in it. How can I delete all those junk files?  Tomorrow will be the first day of 2007. I hope can delete all those sad memories before 12am, left only the happy ones…

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

~ by i-m-not-ewa on December 30, 2006.

4 Responses to “last day of 2006”

  1. Looks like I didn’t really put much time to read ur blog, already 4 months after only discovered u written a blog that sounded so bad.

    Anyway, I think everything has just become memories. Good luck pal… U look so busy, but me too, busy with those dumb things… I felt exactly like a dumbass now…

    Aite, not too much of all these things.. good luck to you, would like to inform u that I have enroled to HELP for Business Finance now. I really didn’t expect that I’ll take this course, I was firm with my psychology at 1st, but I found that I need financing skills to run my life smoother… Anyway, after financing I may take up psychology again.. *Wink*

    Take care.. ciaoz.. Heng Taiz Forever,

    With Deep Love,
    ~Raymond~

  2. Looks like I didn’t really put much time to read ur blog, already 4 months after only discovered u written a blog that sounded so bad.

    Anyway, I think everything has just become memories. Good luck pal… U look so busy, but me too, busy with those dumb things… I felt exactly like a dumbass now…

    Aite, not too much of all these things.. good luck to you, would like to inform u that I have enroled to HELP for Business Finance now. I really didn’t expect that I’ll take this course, I was firm with my psychology at 1st, but I found that I need financing skills to run my life smoother… Anyway, after financing I may take up psychology again.. *Wink*

    Take care.. ciaoz.. Heng Taiz Forever,

    With Deep Love,
    ~Raymond~

  3. add me

  4. this is the benefit of learning from ewa, yup i agree with what u did. If i were u maybe i had just throw something heavy on his head’s so he will realize how fool he was at that time. YOU GO GIRL :)

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