Life Never Easy

          The war had over… I thought i can have a short rest today, but… whatever, forget about it..

          Miss Lim had give back the maths exam paper to me. When i look at My marks,  "what a shock man?!!" I got only 24 marks for my paper 2, add with my paper 1 which get only 37, and 7 for assessment, my final mark is only 35! I never get such low mark for my maths,  quite dissapointed… That’s not really until can spoilt my mood, but her words did!

         "Let’s see what you can get in your STPM…"

         "Nevermind, I still have time." I told her.

         "Okay, Let’s HOPE that you can do something to pass your maths…"

         "It’s not ‘I HOPE’ but ‘I WANT’ ", I try to show her my confindence and determination, but her responds was like…. (faham faham sendiri lar). Don’t she know that her words had hurt me? Anyway, thanks to her also, because she’s the one who had challege me.. Don’t want to talk about her any more.. If not, my mood gone again~~

          Just back from Evon’s house, feel a bit lost after the trial exam. Anyway, I had a great evening with Evon and SoThong in AP. From taiwan house to popular, and McD at last, we talk craps the whole evening, relaxed… Wow, since a long time we didn’t share our evening together… Really hope that the happy and wonderful moment can last longer~~

          Back to home around 7.30pm, after having my dinner, I tried to open my book to do some revision. But my mom was scolding me sister that time, coz the little girl don’t want to her revision. I wonder what kind of revision can a 7-year-old girl do. My mom was very worry about her result, (i mean her marks and grade in exam). Why parents nowadays like to force their children to get high marks in exam? Those who get high marks, it is really successful? Not really! She likes drawing, why they can’t giv her a chance to spend some time on her hobby? I was up-brought by this kind of family, i know what my sister feel, so I don’t want her to face the same mistake as me, that’s what i always argue with my parents. I know they loved us, but love is not only on our academy. We need some personal time and space to spend on what we like. Anyway, i’ll love them forever, not other reason, but they are my parents.

           Since I can’t concentrate on my study, so i decided to online to search for some info and post a blog. Her voice still there coz she’s still shouting at my sister. Why couldn’t she lower her voice down? Her voice mess my heart up…. That’ s why i don’t like to go home so early, just wanna get rid of this….

          I think that’s all for this time, c ya my dear bloggy~~

~ by i-m-not-ewa on September 26, 2006.