Life Never Easy

          I went for medical check up today… Actually I refuse to wake up to go for the check up when my mom wakes me up this morning… I thought I’m dare to face it, but… I almost cried out that time… "I don’t want to check, I scared it will become reallity… What if I really get the disease?" and bla bla bla… So many question goes around my mind… At that time I had blamed the god, blame that he makes me into trouble… But after that, only I reallize that many people are very concern about me! My mom and dad, aunties and uncles, heng daiz, ji mui, friends, and last but not least the "old people"! Thanks for giving me support! And of course sorry to the GOD, you are the one who let me know that so manny people have support me, but I have blamed you! I will appreciate it! And sorry the trouble that I’ve caused! Now i have to announce that:

                        I’M NOT SUFFERING FROM THAT "SNAKE"!!! HAHA!!

          Just normal skin alergy, I got… Haha!! I have scared myself and everyone too.. That stupid ’snake’ makes me didn’t sleep for the whole night, keep thinking of it. And now only I reallize that the purpose of taking good health… So malu.. Now only reallize..

          Everyone suddenly treat me such good! My kai ma came and see me this morning, before the check up. She told me that: "everything will be okay.. Don’t worry too much! May be just normal skin alergy!" I really want to thank her for that "may be"! She let me know that miracles are hidden around us. My aunties and Uncles called me this morning, when I’m on the way to the skin specialist. They all sent their regards and comforted me. Though it was just a few words they have said, but I can feel the warmth! I was wondering that time, why all people know that I got this disease? I have think over all the situations. I think it was because of my mom and dad. They have asked around to seek help. They have sacrifice their energy and money as well. 妈的, 好感动咧! Thong, actually I wanted to call you yesterday, but I know I’ve troubled you for so many times. Then I decided to blog it. I know you will read de! And I know you can share with me! Chan Li, it’s  really unexpected that you read my blog! I will also very appreciate it very very much!!

THANKS EVERYONE!! YOU ALL VERY GOOD UNTIL I DON’T WHAT TO SAY, EXCEPT

"THANKS"

LOVE YOU ALL, AND MISS YOU ALL FOREVER!!

~ by i-m-not-ewa on July 31, 2006.